I have fought my whole life to not give up. I think about suicide daily. I always have. It’s normal enough for me now.
I have tried therapy, but the money always runs out. It runs out because I cannot work and deal with this at the same time. I have tried, and I have failed. More times than I care to recount.
Then things got worse…. Read more
I have had many reoccurring dreams through out my life. This is a recollection of one where I am unable to move or speak that I have had since the age of 5. Read more
This is some further thought on an abuse story that describes why I have arachnophobia and how it relates to my brother. Read more
This is an abuse story that describes why I have arachnophobia. It is slightly graphic and also talks about my biological mother. Read more
This is Part 2 of one of the first abuse memories I ever recalled. It is also one of the most complete because of this. It is about a babysitter named Lydia. She was physically and emotionally abusive, her weapons of choice being Religion and the Belt. Read more