Tag: Change (page 2 of 3)

Why I Started Therapy AGAIN – Part 1*

To sum it up simply, I started having an interest in starting therapy again at the start of this year because my life is the same shit it has always been. I feel like I struggle daily with regular tasks that most people take getting accomplished for granted. But in the past I had just accepted this as part of MY life. I try to do the best I can with any given day. Some days I give up on getting anything productive done, others I almost feel like a normal, hard-working adult who is part of the functioning society. I’m sick of beating myself up everyday for something I haven’t healed from, and didn’t even really know how to as demonstrated from all the past posts on this blog.

And that is when the bell rung for me – I didn’t KNOW HOW to heal. With that realization I decided I needed to give therapy another chance, from a completely different perspective.

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My Monster Is Alive 2013 – Started Therapy!

I have decided I might try to start this blog up again. I started therapy, again, in the last couple months and I feel the need to document my journey in a more formal way than just the “therapy journal” that I keep random notes in. I find that evaluating the process is just as important for me as the process itself. However, I know I sometimes loose the process this way and need to always focus first on actually making progress. And then analyzing what worked and what didn’t. I hope I can find this balance here on the blog.

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My Monster Is Alive*

I am back and My Monster is alive!

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Therapy Script for Communication*

This is a script that I used in my last therapy session. I created this so that I could finally ask my therapist all the questions that have built up, mostly because of my fear of being vulnerable. I am hoping this script will help to open up communication a little more with my therapist and lead my therapy in the right direction.

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Session Splash – May 26, 2009 Part 2*

Another two hour session. During the first hour my therapist and i discussed more trivial matters (not really trivial, but only compared to the second hour) such as my roommates friends saying they did not like me, writing someone who fired me an e-mail, about my therapist reading my blog and my ‘therapeutic’ status. In hour two we further discussed my diagnosis and dissociative identity disorder. This was a long session so these topics were split into three posts, this is Part 2 of Hour 1.

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Session Splash – May 21, 2009**

This session we talked about my diagnosis, dissociation, and the ‘voices’ in my head.

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