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Stories about my life and how it came to be the way it is today

Given Up****

I have fought my whole life to not give up. I think about suicide daily. I always have. It’s normal enough for me now.

I have tried therapy, but the money always runs out. It runs out because I cannot work and deal with this at the same time. I have tried, and I have failed. More times than I care to recount.

Then things got worse….

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I Quit! Therapy

I no longer go to therapy. I stopped going about a year ago because I just did not feel like I was getting anywhere. I was wrong. However, I have learned a lot over the last year and my life has changed as I have grown and gotten to know myself better.

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Stuck to the Floor Dream*

I have had many reoccurring dreams through out my life. This is a recollection of one where I am unable to move or speak that I have had since the age of 5.

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Ritual Abuse Flashback 1*****

Recollection of a very graphic flashback. My memory of what I believe to be an example of child prostitution/pornography and ritualized sexual abuse.

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Post Traumatic Stress Disorder Timeline**

This is my personal post traumatic stress disorder timeline. It demonstrates how my PTSD has developed over my lifetime, illustrating the associated features, personal costs, and stages at various ages. Inspired by the Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder Sourcebook by Glenn Schiraldi.

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Why I’m Afraid of Spiders – Arachnophobia Part 2**

This is some further thought on an abuse story that describes why I have arachnophobia and how it relates to my brother.

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