Given Up****

I have fought my whole life to not give up. I think about suicide daily. I always have. It’s normal enough for me now.

I have tried therapy, but the money always runs out. It runs out because I cannot work and deal with this at the same time. I have tried, and I have failed. More times than I care to recount.

Then things got worse….

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How to Find a Good Therapist or Counselor PTSD Specific – Part 3

Choosing a therapist will most likely be one of the most important decision that I make in moving my life in a more permanently positive direction. This time I did not make the choice lightly. In this series of posts I will fully describe the process that I used to find my therapist, and explain why I think it might work for you too.

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How to Find a Good Therapist or Counselor PTSD Specific – Part 2

Choosing a therapist will most likely be one of the most important decision that I make in moving my life in a more permanently positive direction. This time I did not make the choice lightly. In this series of posts I will fully describe the process that I used to find my therapist, and explain why I think it might work for you too.

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How to Find a Good Therapist or Counselor PTSD Specific – Part 1

This next series of posts will focus on how I found my current therapist, since psychotherapy is the course of treatment that I have settled on for the time being. I have only been in therapy for a month now after a 1,047 day absence, or about three years. This time feels completely different. I feel like I am poised for real change and I have actual hope that I can heal. I can see a clear light at the end of the tunnel. Choosing a therapist will most likely be one of the most important decision that I make in moving my life in a more permanently positive direction. This time I did not taking the choice lightly. In this series of posts I will describe exactly the process that I used to find my therapist, and explain why I think it might work for you too.

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Why I Started Therapy AGAIN – Part 3

To sum it up simply, I started having an interest in starting therapy again at the start of this year because my life is the same shit it has always been. I want more from life. nd MY life wasn’t going to get any better until I could really put the past behind me, and start living MY life without all my daily burdens. I’m sick of beating myself up every day for something I haven’t healed from, and didn’t even really know how to as demonstrated from all the past posts on this blog. And that is when the bell rung for me – I didn’t KNOW HOW to heal. With that realization I decided I needed to give therapy another chance, from a completely different perspective.

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Why I Started Therapy AGAIN – Part 2*

To sum it up simply, I started having an interest in starting therapy again at the start of this year because my life is the same shit it has always been. I want more from life. nd MY life wasn’t going to get any better until I could really put the past behind me, and start living MY life without all my daily burdens. I’m sick of beating myself up every day for something I haven’t healed from, and didn’t even really know how to as demonstrated from all the past posts on this blog. And that is when the bell rung for me – I didn’t KNOW HOW to heal. With that realization I decided I needed to give therapy another chance, from a completely different perspective.

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